She has my world in her hands. And she doesn’t even know it.
Out of all the places to go in San diego I choose the one I regret. I walk into Tilly's looking at the jeans, minding my own business. Until I see Kenslie Adams hand in hand with Austin. my heart dropped. I did the very immature thing and hid. Kenslie spotted me crawling on the floor. "Shay? what are you doing?" i got all nervous. "uhmmm. looking for my earing." perfect. "oh do you need help. oh Austie look who's here!" Austie? she did not just call him that. "Oh. I thought you moved." I never told him I moved..confused. "ughh. It wasnt working out. I decided to go to school here instead." he looked shocked. like he wanted to hug me or something. I just wanted to wrap my arms around him and tell him how much I love him. "I'm sorry it didnt work out. you still living in Ocean View Villa?" I could feel my eyes starting to water. why am I crying. answer the damn question. "Yea yea. you know it!" oh my gawd. you really just blew that one. get out of there before you make yourself sound more desperate. "I'll have to stop by sometime." :o what! "217. thats the apartment number now." ok shay. congratulations. you are the dumbest girl in history. "sweet.. well we gotta go, Kenslie is looking for a dress" i totally forgot he was there. "oh well shay, would you like to help me pick out a dress? you know how guys are. teheee." i love her laugh. its so angelic. but I just cant. "awh sorry kenz I have to get home. you know, unpack and stuff." even though im already unpacked.